Entheogenic Liberation By Rick D.
Unraveling the Enigma of Nonduality with 5-MEO-DMT Energetic Therapy
This book is full of tons of facts, details, and specific information and answers all the many questions one would have upon embarking on this journey. This outline is concerned only with the big picture concepts, thoughts, and insights that relate to the journey. Martin has such a wonderful way with words that I wanted to pull them together in a way that made more sense to me. All the words are his. (Entheogenic = the experience of the God within) (God = the largest, broadest, most inclusive and loving concept of reality you can imagine)
INTRO
I am writing this book to help you set yourself Free – to be authentically who you really are in each moment
My aim is to produce clarity, and in doing so, I am uncompromising
I will not play nice and try to validate your ego illusions – that is not helpful to genuine liberation
It may be trendy to say things like “all religions point to the same ultimate truth”, or that “all spiritual paths are equally valid and genuine”, but that is appeasement.
Reality does not care what you think or believe or what you want to be true
Real liberation means freedom from all forms of illusion – religious or spiritual
It means deconstructing the walls of illusion that everyone builds around their fragile human heart – – so that they can live in the profound freedom of the heart of God, which is what the human heart really is
That heart is resilient, open, vibrant, and raging in the energy of eternal and uncompromising love
Genuine Liberation is all about learning how to live with a free, open, unguarded, and universally loving heart
It is about learning how to be right here, right now, centered, present, free, and open.
It is about learning to transcend the illusory confines of the ego and simply live in reality as it is, without illusion, attachment, and the need for identity
It is so simple – – only the ego makes it hard
All human struggle is directly connected to our pathological and destructive attachments to our identity and ego – both individually and collectively
War, hate, politics, separation, racism, religious violence & intolerance
It is about seeing myself in everything and everyone – loving myself in all my forms
Opening my heart and loving infinitely with no conditions, no attachments
Letting me be myself and be free
It is not about adopting the right way of thinking, or the correct way of acting, or following any particular ideology or doctrine
It is not about drifting off into the ethers, ascending to a higher plane of existence, or merging with the infinite in some disembodied state
It is not about understanding each other or being tolerant of each other
It is time to get real in a real world
I am God in a body
It’s time to stop fucking around and start acting like it
Time to take responsibility for who and what I truly am, and stop looking to imaginary realities to save me from myself
This is the only way out of this ego driven mess
This book is about –
How to go about the process of radically deconstructing my illusory self and finding genuine freedom
I must be committed to truth, to love, and to freedom
If so, this book will fundamentally transform my identity from illusion to truth
It will profoundly alter my life and my direct experience of being in this world
Reality – the discovery of the infinite reality of God that lies beneath the façade of individuality and separation
The deconstruction of the illusory self – the Ego
A practical guide to learning how to be free and live with an open, unguarded, universally loving heart
Humans are ready for this next stage of their evolution and development
The ego brought us here – now it is time to move beyond the ego
Time to go beyond being God Toddlers to being God Adults
How psychedelic compounds may be used to liberate me from the confines of my ego
Their use for liberation is specific and methodical
An intentionally-directed process of increasing self-awareness and the development of
genuine self-responsibility
These compounds alter my brain chemistry such that I am able to work directly on the ego,
amplify its patterns, bring unconscious patterns and actions into awareness, simultaneously
release backlogs of suppressed energy from the bio-physical-mental-emotional system that is me
Nondual Energy Therapy –
Utilizes the energetic tools of psychedelics
A form of lasting liberation and personal transformation that frees me from the restraining and persistent confines of the energetic structures of the ego
The Goal –
To learn how to be flexible, fluid, and authentically going with the continual flux and flow of the energetic matrix of reality in a way that is genuine, honest, and fully present
It is about continual change and relaxing into this ongoing flow we experience as reality
It is about learning how to love myself without limits or conditions
It is not about permanent bliss or total ego obliteration
It is a process and results from careful and ongoing work of self-observation and expression
The real work is learning how to be present with reality, no matter how it presents itself
Every human being is a full-spectrum reality-experiencing vehicle for the unitary consciousness
It is about a process of reformatting myself energetically – like a computer
Learning how to authentically be how I actually am and allowing myself to feel what I feel, regardless of what I think about it
I will have found my immovable center and will never be thrown off balance again
I become a master of the real, not the imagined
The work being proposed – getting all the way out of the dualistic levels of being
To reach a point of certainty about the nondual nature of all of it
To recognize that all our dualistic experiences are plays of illusion and appearances
Who am I?
I am God embodied in human form
I am the ONE universal consciousness that is all of reality experiencing itself from the perspective
of a human vehicle
One of billions of vehicles through which this universal intelligence experiences itself
The paradox that I must balance –
I am an individual, living embodiment of universal intelligence AND a being that is God
I must be authentic and genuine – without internal censoring, editing, or criticism
I must be me and be free
Am I ready? Am I brave enough to set myself free?
To allow the energy that I truly am and always have been and always will be to flow through the
vehicle of my body and my life in a way that is literally unimaginable and inconceivable to my
Imprisoned self? To love without limits? To set my heart free? To die for this freedom?
Only I can set myself free
What is it that I have spent my life looking for?
To experience God, to experience myself as God, to know myself as God, to know everyone as God
To be immersed in God’s boundless ocean of infinite love and awareness that is timeless, eternal, and without boundaries
It is simultaneously empty and full of all potential
It is who I really am – the very energy of reality and all being. I am life
Total Freedom
The role of the EGO
The Prison – I am the prisoner, the prison, and the guard – I created it all, consciously or unconsciously
If so, then I can uncreate it
The Tool – one that allows for social interaction and communication
It cannot be killed or permanently removed
It can be transcended on a temporary basis
Living as a human means living with an ego
What is the EGO?
A collection of energy patterns that, when functioning together, create the image/illusion
of a separate individual self
A very sophisticated mask – used to create an illusion of selfhood and individuality
It allows me to perceive and experience myself as a unique individual inhabiting and experiencing the world that is not-self, as such it ultimately and effectively masks my true universal identity
At a fundamental level, the ego is a duality-creator
We created our egos by making choices about who we are as we grow up resulting in our egos, and then our egos interplay with other fully developed egos in a game we call life. We think our ego is who we are and forget that it is all a game because we are so fully immersed in it. Also, because we are not aware of other possible choices – until we experience our own divinity and our oneness with all. (p. 134)
The Key – the more I get to know and experience myself as God and the vehicle for universal intelligence –
The more I recognize the ego as merely a part of myself – one I can put on or take off at will
Like a garment
By changing my energetic state and experience, the facades of the ego can be exposed, released, and transformed. This is where psychedelics can be a wonderful tool
The Entheological Paradigm
Nondual liberation and transformation mediated through psychedelic medicine (particularly 5-MEO-DMT)
A form of therapy, as opposed to a spiritual practice or discipline
A guide to help me find, encounter, and be myself – free from illusion or confusion
Free from the dualistic confusion and attachment to illusion and beliefs
Nondual liberation is as simple as being myself – the real, universal me –
and letting my heart be open and loving, naturally
The Nondual Experience –
It so fundamentally changes my understanding and appreciation of the real world
that I am no longer trapped in it
I am able to see through the complex illusions of duality, of self and other, and see and experience it all as an ongoing play of the universal self, of God
There is just reality as it is – a unified being of infinite awareness that is playing with itself as an expression of itself
Everything and everyone in all places and times is merely God interacting with itself
and It is ME
It is NOT about getting me “out” of reality and the lived world
It is about being in it in a whole new way
It is all-consuming and a radical disjuncture from ordinary experience and perception
It is total, infinite, eternal, complete, unitary. It is all or nothing
Once I experience it – – there is no going back – – I cannot unexperience it
Reality – – is experienced when the ego is transcended
Reality is – – the play of a unitary consciousness and infinite expression of loving energy that is engaging with and experiencing nothing but itself
Because everything is in fact ONE at a fundamental level and there is not separation between any of its component parts
It is just raw, naked, unfiltered reality: infinite, eternal, total, ONE
Reality is – – infinite, conscious, alive, unitary, and the energy of pure, unconditional, absolute love
It is God being itself, expressing itself, experiencing itself. There is nothing that is not God
My Human Birthright – – – the most fundamental of all rights
To know and experience the true nature of my self – – who I am and what I am
Self- knowledge and the liberation and freedom that comes with it
Trumps all other rights, duties and laws
Ironic that the greatest tools to experience this right are illegal
5-MeO-DMT – – – (see pages 54-112 for the details of the work)
Is the only entheogen that can reliably introduce individuals to full nondual awareness and direct unitary experience
It reliably overrides the energetic structures of the ego and reveals the unitary nature of being
Which is what the ego persistently and consistently masks and conceals through attachment to the illusions of individuality
This is not a “spiritual” issue: it is strictly an “energetic” issue
This is why it is important to relax, trust, and allow the experience
It is an invitation to relax and expand fully into ones true nature
It does not “create” the experience. It functions as a tool that helps to “reveal” it
It is about what I feel and what I know as a result of what I feel
It is the direct and immediate experience of the feeling and the certain knowledge of the absolute unity nature of being
The experience is the most amazing thing possible for a human being to encounter
To achieve full nondual experience is fundamentally rewarding and satisfying in a way the nothing else can possibly match
It is exactly what I have been searching for and desiring my entire life
To experience the full nature of God, absolute freedom, total, unconditional love, boundless reality, pure energy, genuine being, and a full and swelling heart, overflowing with love, love, love, love.
What could be more healing, transformative, and life-affirming than that?
Defrags the Hard Drive – –
A full nondual reset – – so that I work better, faster, and cleaner
After flooding the entire system with the raging energy of pure love
Full Nondual Liberation –
Liberation from all forms of attachment, including thoughts, belief systems, self-concepts and various forms of conditionality.
Finding inner clarity
Ultimately, my liberation is equated with my ability to go with the energetic flow of reality in a capacity that is unimpeded by the ego
The entheogen is actually a form of energetic clearing and retraining of my experience of being
It is a process of learning how to simply be myself without any egoic tendencies getting in my own way and keeping me in a self-imposed prison of being
Becoming aware of the energetic distortions and holding of the ego is the first step to being able to consciously choose reality
rather than the imaginings and patterns of the confused ego
In order to be more attuned to authentic energy vs. egoic energy I can do the following:
- Always practice honesty
With myself –
I stop being so devoted to the stories and illusions I create within my mind and my belief systems
Stop being committed to believing things that I do not actually know to be true
“Faith” means that I believe something to be true for which there is no direct evidence
Everything I think about myself and reality is an illusion
Practice being more aware of this and more truthful
With others –
Start to be direct, honest, and open – say what I mean and mean what I say
In the long run I will be more healthier and happier
More in alignment with the true energy of reality rather that the illusory egoic constructs
Instead, I am taught to be dishonest, polite, nice, not make waves, take the easier route of white lies and half-truths
In order to ease the process of social interaction and maintain the carefully manicured illusions of culture, religion, politics, society
- Practice being more consciously symmetrical in my body
Everything that is going on inside me is always communicated by my body language, posture, and movements
Treat all of reality as one ongoing psychedelic experience, because it is
The psychedelic state is just one of amplified energetic experience
Trip-ups – the thoughts and beliefs that get in my way in the process of liberation
- Trying to “understand” and “making sense” of what is happening –
Let go of the need to create stories and make meaning of my experience using religious, spiritual, and metaphysical approaches
It is strictly the ego that wants to know –
It wants everything to mean something
But it is not about “waking up” or “becoming enlightened”
Those are just ego-generated stories
The only relevant revelation is that I am God
- Conditional Loving = duality = ego
I could not love myself fully, so I created my ego in the form of what I thought was good
I looked to my parents, religion, and culture as the architect of my ego
I placed conditions on everything and sorted everything into good and bad, right and wrong, acceptable and unacceptable
Then I became that thing – –
I looked on the outside to find myself, not on the inside
My new Reality –
God is everyone and everything and there is nothing that exists that is not God, and since that includes me, that means that I am everything.
Only by unconditionally loving everything can I truly love myself.
Only by truly loving myself, can I be free to be myself, however I am, and no matter what the circumstances may be
Only my willingness to love myself is needed
Everything is a direct expression of God that is united in infinite, unconditional love
Including ME
My personal heart is God’s heart, and God’s heart does not love conditionally
I have held my love hostage long enough through the prison of my ego
The Catch – – I must love IT ALL
The only realistic way to love myself and to love God is to love everything and everybody
There are no exceptions
It is the only way out of this egoic mess of conditional love
Everything is profoundly equal, for everything is God
I must love the good and the bad, the right and the wrong, the acceptable and the unacceptable
Genocide, war, hatred, disease, racism, greed, hypocrisy, stupidity, sexism
All of it, without exception, is just God doing its reality thing
Love requires no energy at all, Hate requires continual feeding and fueling
- Personal Preferences –
Loving everyone & everything is very different from personally liking everyone & everything
Unconditional love is a state of the heart. Personal likes and dislikes are products of my personal experiences and values – they are choices that I make
The problem arises when personal preferences become universal absolutes
Being right, being good, being enlightened, or all knowing, all play into the narratives and illusions of the ego
If I don’t like something, it doesn’t mean any more than that
Discernment – is focused on me and my preferences
Judgment – is focused on the other
Genuine Personal Responsibility –
Knowing that I, and I alone, am responsible for myself and all my choices
That is true freedom
- The Need for Control –
The only thing that I have any real control over is my ability to choose to:
Live in clarity and presence
Through relaxing, trusting, and letting go
I am free to go with the energy of reality as it presents itself
and reasonably exert my personal preferences along the way
I allow everyone and everything else to be free as well
Because in fact, it is all me and there is no other
OR
Live in confusion, illusion, and projection
Through my imposed programs of behavior, attitudes, and attachments
The more I try to control myself, or anyone, or anything, the more I am operating from my ego and my personal illusions and attachments
A FINAL THOUGHT –
Imagine that God is a human being. What form of religion or spirituality would this God-human participate in or feel drawn toward? None! What use would God have for religion or spirituality? Religion and spirituality are just for egos.
The thing is, I am that God-human! You are that God-human!
This is who we truly are. It is what we have always been and what we will always be, no matter how confused or lost we are, because this is us!
THIS IS HOW I SEE IT . . . . . By Rick D.
This is how the world is – –
We are living in a lunatic asylum filled with zombies who think that they are awake
But they are actually in a deep sleep messing up their lives and messing up this planet
99.9999% of humanity are functioning as biological robots
They have no idea who they are
They have no idea what they want
They have no idea of the meaning or purpose in their life
They have been triggered by people and circumstances into predictable outcomes
Many years ago, I decided to pick up my visitors-badge and to just watch this show
Because, it would be very entertaining – –
if it wasn’t so heartbreaking
We have a world filled with ethnocentricity, racism, bigotry, hatred, prejudice, eco- destruction, extinction of species, poisoning of the food chain, mechanized death, nuclear weapons, and, basically, we are screwed
I have to say that, sooner or later, the cosmos, because it is a conscious cosmos, will decide that the human experiment has failed
It was an interesting experiment, but it has failed . . . .
In order to have even a remote chance of continuing – – we must remove all constructs
religious constructs, philosophical, theological, scientific, sexual, economic, political, and social –
All must be removed
We must experience that we are not our labels –
man, woman, job, race, rich, poor, beautiful, ugly, smart, stupid, conservative, liberal, religious, atheist,
People must experience that they are not their constructs
That they are the consciousness and awareness that has created these constructs by agreement
So long as you are rushing to conform to the collective psychosis of these constructs, you are part of the psychosis and you are contributing to the havoc in the world.
It is the psycho-pathology of the average, the collective, which we call the norm
You have taken something with infinite possibilities and infinite creativity, the whole fundamental basis of evolution, the consciousness of the universe itself – and sacrificed it and reduced it down to your constructs and squeezed it into a body that you think is you in a limited lifetime
It is time to wake up –
But, after 40 years of teaching and 86 books,
I don’t know how many, if any, people will actually wake up
This whole human condition has been recycling through suffering, melodrama, fear, hysteria, and conflict for thousands of years, and managed to survive
Only now, extinction is a very clear possibility
Contrasting THE DIVINE SELF and THE EGO SELF By Rick D.
THE DIVINE SELF is: THE EGO SELF is:
Love Fear
The source of all Joy The source of all Suffering
Open Closed – expectations
In the present moment In the past or future
Trusting of life Resisting of life
About letting go About holding on
In a state of awe In a state of awful
Open to all possibilities Open only to limited possibilities
Relaxed and Calm Stressed and Anxious
ONE with All SEPARATE from All
About being About doing
Who I really am, was, and will be An illusion, a delusion, a false concept of self
Authentic Fake
Accepting Judging
Eternal Mortal
About Abundance About Lack
We Me
About Feeling good About Feeling bad
Infinite Limited
Willing to be wrong Always has to be right
The Conscious Creator of everything The Unconscious Creator of everything
YOUR CHOICE!!! . . . in each and every moment!!
Becoming Enlightened By Rick D.
(An interpretive outline by Rick D. of the Youtube video with Martin Ball and Leo Gura)
Martin Ball has his MA and PhD in religious studies from UCSB and is a Professor of Religious Studies in Oregon. He has been studying and working with 5 MEO for years assisting many in experiencing the process and has written numerous books on the subject (martinball.net). Leo Gura may be found at actualized.org.. The words in this outline are their words.
What is enlightenment?
Actual enlightenment is total freedom from the confines of the ego
and the clear experience of the true nature of the self as one with the Divine and all of the Universe
How psychedelics work
At the basic level, we are all vibratory beings. These vibrations translate to frequencies and create resonance which are all different forms of ENERGY. We are energy beings
Psychedelics are energens that alter my ability to perceive and experience energy
Ultimately they are an amplification and mirroring of the self
My psychedelic experience is always a reflection of my inner self
What it is that is going on inside of me
5 MEO is a tryptamine which is the basic building block of the neurotransmitter
Neurotransmitters activate receptor sites on the brain
My nervous and conceptual systems run off of them
Most psychedelics activate a broad spectrum of receptor sites in the brain
That is why there is such a variety of responses to the substance
Again, it is basically reflecting energetically what is going on inside me
5 MEO activates only the receptor sites on the brain that are most closely related to the ego
and individuated consciousness – It overwhelms the ego
Because 5 MEO is naturally produced in the brain through the pineal gland and is therefore not a foreign substance, the brain recognizes it and lets it immediately pass the blood-brain barrier
The brain says “yes, give me more of that” and it bypasses the security checks
Because it so specifically targets the ego, 5 MEO is the most highly suited
psychedelic for experiencing non-duality and enlightenment
Why do people do psychedelics?
- Explorers – they want to experience different things inside and out
Seeking excitement and novelty, they will try anything – climb mountains, jump of bridges, etc.
- Fun Seekers – they want to enhance their sensory experience – have a good time
- Healing seekers – shamanistic experiences leading to healing or growth of some specific kind
- Enlightenment seekers – seek to experience the truth of oneness at the deepest level and be liberated from the ego and thereby to achieve enlightenment. The non-dualists.
The 5 MEO PROCESS
It is the strongest of the psychedelics
You go from normal perception at “0” to infinity in seconds
If you can relax the ego and surrender to the experience (many people cannot do this)
You actually “experience” the infinite nature of the self, God, and reality
(not just “understand” or “know”, but “experience” it at the deepest levels)
Where there is no subject or object – – just the pure nature of being
This is an “enlightenment experience”
The most common expressions during and right afterwards are: “Oh my God, that was it!!”
“Holy shit!” “Whatever enlightenment is, that was it!” “Wow!”
The self is freed from the prison of the ego
You experience extreme degrees of open-mindedness
The experience is most commonly described as “ineffable” – incapable of being put into words
Because words themselves are limiting and dualistic
The experience of being infinite cannot be described
because it is so far beyond anything else we have ever experienced
(Martins description of his process) – “It melted my whole body, not just mentally, but my heart through my whole body, like a whole body orgasm.”
“Do Nothing” – We are dealing with energy, so as you enter the experience know that the ego is a chronic controller and busybody and will try to take over, analyze, and ultimately use fear to keep control
Be aware of this as the observer and come back to neutral and rest your body in symmetry
Don’t try to figure it out – that’s the ego approach
“Do Nothing”
The more I relax the ego,
the more my body begins to speak on its own terms
the more my genuine energy is able to express itself
physically, mentally, emotionally, and verbally
There is nothing to do – JUST BE
Ride the wave all the way open and all the way closed
Stay relaxed, calm, and present all the way through the process in every moment
Then, after a few minutes, you come back and reintegrate to the ego
The structures of the ego reform – see below
The EGO
It is a collection of patterns of energy stored over time in the body, from experiences from the past
These energy patterns are released when stimulated or trigger by outside events
A dog – when the door knocks he barks – it is a natural energy pattern
A person – I edit and censor my own natural energy patterns, thoughts & words
I create other energy patterns to get people to like me, to fit in, cultural
These energy patterns are not me, and are limited and not infinite
So they can be all overwhelmed by the energetic shock therapy of 5 MEO
With 5 MEO the ego finally says “I give up!” The ego can “choose” to surrender and let go
No psychedelic can ever violate my free will
Because it is just an amplification of my self
So I can choose to go all the way – or not
I can choose to maintain the existing patterns of energy
If I choose “no”, the experience can be momentarily difficult
If I choose “yes”, and surrender and relax,
I may experience infinite sources of unconditional love
It is like being at the top of the roller coaster
I can scream to stop and try to get off, or raise both arms high and go for it
THE GOAL is to deconstruct the patterns of the ego that create distortions, stored energy, and fear
Since this is usually in the abdomen, it may result in purging through vomit and diarrhea
Or may result in loud and boisterous behavior, anger, or acting out
Psychedelics help us let go of our shit –
They help us to let go of the carefully constructed life, partner, friends, and activities that we created in order to prop up the ego and all of its illusions
This self constructed story that fits my beliefs about myself and what I think I deserve and am worthy of
It is not who I really am and totally fucks up my life
Who I really am is what this is all about
I am the Universal Divine Consciousness
I can learn to live outside the illusory constructs of the ego patterns
I can become the observer of the ego
As I rest in symmetry, I see the patterns of the ego come to the surface
I can choose to let them go and live in no particular pattern
Then, instead of the ego being a prison in which I am trapped
It becomes a garment of clothing I can put on or take off at will
I learn to simply be true – committed to non-dual truth
I don’t commit my mind to things I don’t know for certain are true
Which is most things
I express myself openly, honestly, and clearly
Without editing or censorship
I don’t back away from what I truly think or feel
No more white lies – telling people what I think they want to hear
I cannot THINK my way out of the ego – because, “who is doing the thinking?” – the ego
The only way out of the ego is to stop and do nothing
Relax in symmetry, and be in the body to be in reality
THE 5 MEO EXPERIENCE – NON-DUALITY – what it is we are seeking – why we do what we do
Non-duality at its fullest is the experience that everything is all one thing. There is no separation as in the duality belief in right-wrong, good-bad, past-future, time-space, god-human, me-you,
us-them, this – other. Not two, only one.
There is only one consciousness, only one being – god
It is everyone and everything and loves to interact with itself
A deep desire to discover absolute truth and to be liberated from the confines of the ego
We seek a full non-dual experience (the following is Martin Balls experience of 5 MEO in his own words)
“I encounter the true nature of God as the infinity of all reality at once
All of reality is God experiencing himself through billions of people
And God is living through me
It is not a sense of emptiness or nothingness
It is the full infinite complexity of everything eternally and simultaneously
and it’s conscious, and aware, and alive
A full experience of truth and absolute infinity”
What I am after is direct consciousness
A direct portal of consciousness opens up
I feel and recognize that it is true – I know when I encounter truth, I feel it deeply
When I encounter truth, I release and feel the relief move over me and through me
I know that there is nothing to be afraid of
When I am energetically fully open, I can go into the non-dual experience with my arms wide open
I hold my body in perfect bilateral symmetry
INTEGRATING the non-dual experience of 5 MEO into real life
The process of non-dual liberation = enlightenment
I need to commit myself to becoming aware of the dual and non-dual nature of my self
Of the choices I am making
Of the vibrational energy I am experiencing
Am I being true to myself or compromising and editing myself
I need the non-dual experience to raise my awareness of my true self –
To see what is actually going on and how duality plays out in my life through the ego
The rest of it is fine tuning
Becoming more and more aware of the cloak of the ego
How I have constructed a character for myself
The ego tries to convince me that I am the character I play
I am not – I am the Universal Divine Consciousness
I rest within the infinite nature of the non-dual nature of self
I loosen the grip of the dual nature of my reality
It is all about personal development, self-actualization, and letting go of my attachment to the ego
I discover and experience my real, authentic self for the first time in my life
That self is a universal self that is the same for everyone – we are all one
It is not about finding a “calling” or “purpose” – that is the ego talking
The only purpose in life is to BE and to enjoy myself
“The Dude Abides”
5 MEO opens me up to the really deep personal development work
It pours fuel on the personal development journey and speeds it up
Because now I actually have experienced where it is going
Not just “understand” or “know” but actually “experienced”
My eyes are now opened to the real possibilities.
It is like giving birth to myself each time I take it – with the trauma, and intensity
And then being born as the Divine Universal being that I have truly always been
After cleaning out the nooks and crannies of my belief system The 5 MEO experience is deeper and more effective than any other methodology
It is an accelerator – not a short cut
I don’t “skip over” anything
I still have to go the same distance to get to enlightenment
I still go through the same shit – I just do it faster
In a way where I am more acutely aware of what is going on
It is challenging, and I must be vigilant that my ego doesn’t take me off into la la land
and new age bullshit
Each time I have an “enlightened experience” of absolute consciousness and true infinity, I realize that there is something more and I realize what that something more really is
Then the ego comes back pretty much like before –
but I am more aware of it and more open-minded
As the observer, I see how it dictates and manipulates my energy and thoughts and beliefs in order to control me and keep me from my real self
If I can observe it, I can LET IT COME AND LET IT GO
I feel free not to listen to it
Finally, over time and with enough “enlightened experiences”, the switch is thrown.
The ego cracks and says “it is what it is.” I AM one with the Divine and the Universe.
It is as if I am on 5 MEO all the time
The ego is off all the time, unless the character is needed for social purposes
I will never put myself in the prison of the ego again
Just put it on and take it off like a garment of clothing, smoothly, as I choose
Then I am Golden – I am finally done
(One of the most effective tools I have found for integrating the 5MEO experience into my day to day life
is the Law of Attraction as taught by Abraham Hicks in the videos on Youtube. Just put in
“Abraham Hicks” and any subject you choose such as “love” or “money” or “relationships”, and
then listen to the 10 -15 minute segment.)
Using other psychedelics after using 5 MEO
You will have a totally different experience than previously – because your defenses are down
Just surrender to it, be vulnerable, open up to it by holding your body in symmetry
Let it be a full spectrum experience, across the board – another birthing
Mentally, energetically, emotionally, physically, and spiritually
Very efficient, just allow it to happen
FREEDOM AND TRUE LIBERATION (the true goal is liberation from one’s own mental prison)
I just sit with myself and see what arises and happens
I simply flow with it and let it happen – it is a form of “actionless action”
I become the vehicle for the expression of that
But it is not based upon any intention or desire
Throughout the day, the more at peace I am, the more centered, present, and clear I am
The sweeter and richer and freer I am
It is just that simple, without ever getting in my own way
LIFE IS – I AM – WE ARE
(It is said that in ordinary life the deadliest disease that has now infected mankind at the deepest level is – distraction. One is constantly distracting oneself with things, events, plans, goals, expectations, and doing. One would sit and create an intention and then create a plan to achieve the outcome one decided to achieve, and then go out and try to do it. This is all the ego at work. Not the true self at play.
As Dr. Phil would say, “How’s that working for you?”)
“If the doors of perception are cleansed
everything would appear to man as it is, infinite.”
William Blake – 1790
In 1953 Aldous Huxley wrote a book titled, “Doors of Perception” –
The book is all about his experience of Mescaline, also known as San Pedro and Peyote.
Jim Morrison named his musical group after the book
We all have the urge to transcend one’s self.