5 MEO – THE MAGIC PILL
to enlightenment and god
(An interpretive outline by Rick Dolwig of the Youtube video of the same name by Leo Gura – 11/10/18)

Why use psychedelics?
To raise my consciousness to the highest level humanly possible – to become ENLIGHTENED
What does it mean to become ENLIGHTENED?
To be totally free from the confines of the illusory nature of the ego
To experience a clear awareness of the true nature of the self and the universe
To accomplish this, I use whatever methods or technologies that are out there
5 MEO (hereinafter referred to as 5) is beyond all other psychedelics and extremely
practical in its ability to transform consciousness to enlightenment in permanent ways
Through a series of genuine enlightenment experiences
I am able to achieve permanent enlightenment
5 is 10 to 20 times more potent than NM-DMT or any other psychedelics
5 MEO is the most valuable tool we have for enlightenment because it frees us from the confines of the ego
If I wanted to invent a technology that would lead to enlightenment, this would be it
It is quick – within 5 to 15 minutes you experience God and Yourself as absolute infinity – and you are done
There are no “bad trips” or hallucinating – no after effects (I drove 200 miles home 30 minutes later)
It is a catalyst, not a replacement
You don’t stop what you do, your normal life, you just do it from a different perspective
It takes you to levels you could not have imagined
Each experience takes you higher and higher and as you continue with your meditation
and self-enquiry, finally the ego cracks, and enlightenment is born
5 produces pure 100% ego death very consistently for a few minutes
There are no visuals to be interpreted – Only lucid, clear thoughts
It raises consciousness to “Infinity” and reduces ego to “0”
How enlightened Masters come about (a theory from Leo)
1. 5 is a natural substance produced in the brain through the pineal gland (not a foreign substance)
It is a neurotransmitter that the brain actually produces
(Neurotransmitters are chemical messengers. They send information between neurons by crossing a synapse. Electrical signals are not able to cross the gap between most neurons. They are changed into chemical signals to cross the gap)
2. A genetic component –
Enlightened Masters naturally produce more 5 which allows them to sustain enlightenment
Cultural resistance
“Shortcuts are not good – there is no magic pill” “I just need to be more spiritual”
We need to suffer – sacrifice – meditate for 10 years in a cave – to reach Union With God
But – – the only way to know is to actually try it yourself – What if ??? . . . it works?
What if it actually is an effective technology that actually works and saves time and energy?
Why not try it? – “What’s the catch – It sounds too good to be true?”
1. You may be ignorant of it – educate yourself – you tube videos – books – Pollan
2. You may be close minded – controlled by your fears, your ego – examine that
Types of 5 MEO
1. Natural – from bufo alvarius toad in Sonoran Desert – milked, dried, vaporized in tube and inhaled
Immediate impact lasting 3-5 minutes
2. Synthetic – HCL powder – snorted in nostrils like coke – 20 mg normal – 25 to 30 high – split nostrils
Lay down, tilt head so does not drain, sniff to keep in,
5 to 10 minutes to launch
Lasting 30 to 40 minutes
3. Synthetic – Freebase powder – smoked – start with 10-15 mg, 20-25 mg highest
Immediate effect – lasting 5 to 10 minutes
It is rare and difficult to find – outlawed in China and US – legal in Mexico
Things to consider before trying it
Total psychological death in you – but only momentary, then you come back – can you handle that
Heart condition or high blood pressure – heart may speed up
No anti-depressants or any psychological medicines
No alcohol or other mood altering substances at time of taking
If mentally unstable in any way – get yourself stable
No one under 21 – psyche not sufficiently formed
How to prepare for the experience
1. Build your foundation
Study what consciousness and enlightenment are – how to achieve them, what to do afterwards
Learn about the Ego – what it is, where it comes from, how it works, why it is there – it is you?
Become a student of Non-duality – the idea that all and everything is really ONE thing
That there is no separation from God, from each other, or anything in the universe
Without this foundation, you are more likely not to launch because you are not prepared
2. Check your SOURCE, your SETTING, and your SITTER
This is not a social activity, so do it inside or away from others not involved
3. Start with a low dose and work up – although ironically there is more chance of anxiety because you
don’t get over the hump to the full monty.
4. Weigh accurately with calibrated scale
5. Surrender fully to having the experience
What to expect in the experience
1. In the first minute – you may experience some momentary fear or panic as the ego starts to dissolve
You may feel momentarily like you are dying
You may feel momentarily like you are going away and not sure you are coming back
The Ego – will do anything it can to maintain itself
To maintain its delusions and illusions so it remains in control
Every single one of your beliefs and world views may be shattered (Yea!)
Whether religious, scientific, cultural, familial or whatever
Are you open to that? That may be a freaky thing if you are not open to that
“You must die in order to be born again”
2. Relax and surrender into it – knowing what is on the other side – Peace, serenity, and freedom
Breathe deeply – become the observer and open your body to it, spread arms and legs wide
Give yourself over to it – Welcome it
Experience God as absolute infinity – as everything that is possible
You become THAT – let it flow over you and through you
The joy of thinking that life ended into full awakening
Experience that “reality” is really just a dream and I have finally awakened from it
It feels sooo true
I could meditate for 10 or 20 years and not experience that
Give yourself over to it – let it be – rejoice in the absolute beauty of it
3. After a few minutes, you come back and reintegrate into the ego – the ego reforms
But I am more aware of it, I observe it – I see it for what it is
It becomes a garment of clothing that I can put on and take off at will – I Am Free!
Integrating the experience into your life and achieving enlightenment
It will completely change your whole life forever – for the better – feel good all the time
One dose will give you “an experience of enlightenment”
But it will not “enlighten” you
You have to be serious about achieving enlightenment – freeing yourself from the confines of the ego
You must be a deep student of NON-DUALITY
Duality = us vs. them – right vs. wrong – good vs. evil – god vs. human = conflict
Non-duality = it is all ONE. We are not separate from anything. Union with god
The peace that surpasses all understanding
A mature state of consciousness, in which the dichotomy of I-other is ‘transcended’, and awareness is described as ‘centerless’ and ‘without dichotomies’.
Not two, one
Most people who do psychedelics don’t even know what non-duality is
Free yourself from ALL judgment about your experience – let whatever it is settle into you
It is a powerful TOOL – not a straight forward magic pill that any idiot can use
You have seen and experienced something no other person has seen or experienced.
Everything may seem different in a totally good way
You need time to work through it all – plan for it and take it in
This is a catalyst that may thrust you into dealing with your remaining inner demons
HOWEVER, if you have done the conscious work with the inner demons
It is like being born again into a new body and a new mind
Should I take it again?
Absolutely – there are no health effects or addiction – it naturally occurs in the brain
Each time will be different because I am different when I take it
A series of “enlightenment experiences” strung together over time = enlightenment
Psilocybin or other psychedelics will be totally different for the same reason – I am different
They will be epic – even at low doses
Try taking it maybe 2 per month for a year while meditating and continuing with education
Change the world
5 MEO is the best technology available to save the world
It is time to wise-up and to wake up – we are at critical mass – Just look around you
It is time to make higher consciousness a tangible thing – available to all
Not an airy-fairy thing available to a few people
Religion: has turned into a technology that actually prevents people
from becoming enlightened – think about it!
It is based in duality
Science: is full of conflicting theories
Make enlightenment mainstream –
5 MEO is a new technology and should be made available to all people
Break your ego down so that you stop creating the cycle of self-destruction
both individually in your own life, and collectively in the human race
It could be our salvation – any better ideas?


HALLUCINOGENS AND REAL LIFE
(An interpretive outline by Rick Dolwig of “Abraham-Hicks – Hallucinogens inappropriate?” youtube)
(the words are all Abrahams, I changed them from third-person to first-person to make them more real for me)

The Benefit of hallucinogens – they soften my resistance to being fully present in the moment
Nothing feels better than being fully present in the moment
There is clarity about my values
There is clarity about your values
There is clarity about my reason for existence in this moment
The Disadvantage of hallucinogens – I am less consciously able to translate the experience I then have
The combination of both of the above can be confusing to me – soo
Let’s talk about REAL LIFE –
I came into this physical body to explore what is around me
and to have a really good time
and to live through the clarity of my example consciously
I cannot do that if I do not know about vibration
The best way to know about vibration is to know about MOOD
I must Be Aware of my mood vibrationaly
Then create momentum by:
Deliberately encouraging feel good feelings (mood)
Deliberately discouraging feel bad feelings (mood)
As I control my own vibrations, I dove-tail with others in a more satisfying and meaningful way
I interrelate with other creators as co-creators
I don’t have to control them
As I watch my own expansion vibrationally, things open up for me
As I accept the worthiness of my own being
I watch the clever ways in which the universe will yield up to me anything and
everything that I want
I have come here to mold the clay through the emotions of my solar plexus in order to:
Understand consciousness
Understand how the universe works
More that even that – –
I have come to demonstrate how the universe works
I have come here for the manifestation of consciousness in physical form
That is what my body is – it is what all things are, cars, buildings, trees, objects, things
When I am deliberate about my participation in this – (the manifestation of consciousness)
Then, and only then, am I fulfilling my reason for being here . . . .
The enjoyment of life!!!
Nothing is broken, there is nothing to fix, nothing to gain from others
“WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT – is my personal pleasure in living life
and arranging the properties of this time-space reality into something
that means something to me.
Using the criteria that comes forth from within – not from the peanut gallery.”


THE USE OF PSYCHEDELICS
(An interpretive outline by Rick Dolwig of “Abraham-Hicks — How Ayahuasca Works” youtube)
(start video at 8 min mark)
(the words are all Abrahams, I changed them from third-person to first-person to make them more real for me)

What is actually happening when I take a substance?
The substance is not creating a bigger or expanded consciousness
The substance is releasing my resistance to the bigger consciousness that is already created
The expansion of consciousness has already been created and is enormous and satisfying
But I have pinched myself off to the realization of it
the witnessing of it – the understanding of it
The substance basically disconnects the mind-brain filtering mechanism
So I connect directly to the expanded consciousness without a filter
The brief releasing of the resistance causes me to focus in the moment differently than I usually do
I then have glimpses – brief awarenesses – of this broader expansive consciousness
Because my mind-brain filter is no longer blocking it.
But, because my mind is suspended, I cannot control how much I receive
I mostly just have an awareness that there is more
Even this is difficult for many because they have so many hindering beliefs that
contradict their own desires – and are so focused on their physical senses –
that they cannot let it in because their resistance is so strong
Why people have different experiences on the same substance
People have different vibrational variables
The vibration of my beliefs &
The vibration of my desires
These two meld together differently in everybody
There are infinitely different recipes that these frequencies make up
These recipes cause different emotional results
From agony – ecstasy, and love – hatred
Take all these people with different recipes – introduce same substance = different results
The factor of difference is the vibrational factor not the substance factor
It can be a shortcut to
My awareness of my true power – but . . . .
There is no sustainability with the substance –
In my altered state I do not really accomplish any vibrational momentum
I cannot grasp it – I don’t own it – I only glimpse it
This is why some people go back again and again
The only thing that is sustainable is –
VIBRATIONAL ADAPTATION
When I focus with the intent of adapting to the pure vibrational frequency of who I really am
Now I have the passageway open and can see clearly everywhere I look
on every subject
The only sure way to enlightenment –
The steady, deliberate quieting of the mind and letting my vibration rise to the alignment of who I am
Then moving through the day with the impulses to act and witnessing the result of all that
All the rest is flawed and fleeting

HALLUCINOGENS AND REAL LIFE
(An interpretive outline by Rick Dolwig of “Abraham-Hicks – Hallucinogens inappropriate?” youtube)
(the words are all Abrahams, I changed them from third-person to first-person to make them more real for me)

The Benefit of hallucinogens – they soften my resistance to being fully present in the moment
Nothing feels better than being fully present in the moment
There is clarity about my values
There is clarity about your values
There is clarity about my reason for existence in this moment
The Disadvantage of hallucinogens – I am less consciously able to translate the experience I then have
The combination of both of the above can be confusing to me – soo
Let’s talk about REAL LIFE –
I came into this physical body to explore what is around me
and to have a really good time
and to live through the clarity of my example consciously
I cannot do that if I do know about vibration
The best way to know about vibration is to know about MOOD
I must Be Aware of my mood vibrationally
Then create momentum by:
Deliberately encouraging feel good feelings (mood)
Deliberately discouraging feel bad feelings (mood)
As I control my own vibrations, I dove-tail with others in a more satisfying and meaningful way
I interrelate with other creators as co-creators
I don’t have to control them
As I watch my own expansion vibrationally, things open up for me
As I accept the worthiness of my own being
I watch the clever ways in which the universe will yield up to me anything and
everything that I want
I have come here to mold the clay through the emotions of my solar plexus in order to:
Understand consciousness
Understand how the universe works
More than even that – –
I have come to demonstrate how the universe works
I have come here for the manifestation of consciousness in physical form
That is what my body is – it is what all things are, cars, buildings, trees, objects, things
The manifestation of consciousness in physical form
When I am deliberate about my participation in this – (the manifestation of consciousness)
Then, and only then, am I fulfilling my reason for being here . . . .
The enjoyment of life!!!
Nothing is broken, there is nothing to fix, nothing to gain from others
Just to enjoy it all!
“WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT – is my personal pleasure in living life
and arranging the properties of this time-space reality into something
that means something to me.
Using the criteria that comes forth from within – not from the peanut gallery.”


WHAT DOES “SPIRITUAL” MEAN?
(The Science of Psychedelics – with Michael Pollan Youtube 41 min in)
(by Rick Dolwig)

I had always thought that “Spiritual” was a synonym for “Supernatural”
That to be spiritual is to give up on the laws of science and nature
That there is something that transcends those laws.
Now, through 5 MEO, I have experienced that the opposite of “spiritual” is not “material”
It is egotistical –
When the ego is silenced, I experienced a deep powerful love and connection
with something larger than myself
When I had the experience of the ego dissolving through 5 MEO,
The next thing that happens is that I merge with other entities
That can be the ecstatic feeling of the mystical experience
The oceanic feeling that I am not bound by my ego
That I am part of this larger entity of the universe, the divine
All things that have been used to explain the mystical experience
can be explained by ego-dissolution