Entheogenic Liberation by Rick Dolwig

Unraveling the Enigma of Nonduality with 5-MEO-DMT Energetic Therapy

This book is full of tons of facts, details, and specific information and answers all the many questions one would have upon embarking on this journey.  This outline is concerned only with the big picture concepts, thoughts, and insights that relate to the journey.  Martin has such a wonderful way with words that I wanted to pull them together in a way that made more sense to me. All the words are his.      (Entheogenic = the experience of the God within)   (God = the largest, broadest, most inclusive and loving concept of reality you can imagine)

INTRODUCTION –      (this is actually a summary of the last chapter “Final Thoughts”)

I am writing this book to help you set yourself Free – to be authentically who you really are in each moment

My aim is to produce clarity, and in doing so, I am uncompromising

I will not play nice and try to validate your ego illusions – that is not helpful to genuine liberation

It may be trendy to say things like “all religions point to the same ultimate truth”, or that “all spiritual paths are equally valid and genuine”, but that is appeasement.

Reality does not care what you think or believe or what you want to be true

Real liberation means freedom from all forms of illusion – religious or spiritual

It means deconstructing the walls of illusion that everyone builds around their fragile human heart – –  so that they can live in the profound freedom of the heart of God, which is what the human heart really is

That heart is resilient, open, vibrant, and raging in the energy of eternal and uncompromising love

Genuine Liberation is all about learning how to live with a free, open, unguarded, and universally loving heart

It is about learning how to be right here, right now, centered, present, free, and open.

It is about learning to transcend the illusory confines of the ego and simply live in reality as it is, without illusion, attachment, and the need for identity

It is so simple – – only the ego makes it hard

All human struggle is directly connected to our pathological and destructive attachments to our identity and ego – both individually and collectively

War, hate, politics, separation, racism, religious violence & intolerance

It is about seeing myself in everything and everyone – loving myself in all my forms

Opening my heart and loving infinitely with no conditions, no attachments

Letting me be myself and be free

It is not about adopting the right way of thinking, or the correct way of acting, or following any particular ideology or doctrine

It is not about drifting off into the ethers, ascending to a higher plane of existence, or merging with the infinite in some disembodied state

It is not about understanding each other or being tolerant of each other

It is time to get real in a real world

I am God in a body

It’s time to stop fucking around and start acting like it

Time to take responsibility for who and what I truly am, and stop looking to imaginary realities to save me from myself

This is the only way out of this ego driven mess

This book is about –

How to go about the process of radically deconstructing my illusory self and finding genuine freedom

I must be committed to truth, to love, and to freedom

If so, this book will fundamentally transform my identity from illusion to truth

It will profoundly alter my life and my direct experience of being in this world

Reality – the discovery of the infinite reality of God that lies beneath the façade of individuality and separation

The deconstruction of the illusory self – the Ego

A practical guide to learning how to be free and live with an open, unguarded, universally loving heart

Humans are ready for this next stage of their evolution and development

The ego brought us here – now it is time to move beyond the ego

Time to go beyond being God Toddlers to being God Adults

How psychedelic compounds may be used to liberate me from the confines of my ego

Their use for liberation is specific and methodical

An intentionally-directed process of increasing self-awareness and the development of

genuine self-responsibility

These compounds alter my brain chemistry such that I am able to work directly on the ego,

amplify its patterns, bring unconscious patterns and actions into awareness, simultaneously

release backlogs of suppressed energy from the bio-physical-mental-emotional system that is me

          Nondual Energy Therapy  –

Utilizes the energetic tools of psychedelics

A form of lasting liberation and personal transformation that frees me from the restraining and persistent confines of the energetic structures of the ego

The Goal –

To learn how to be flexible, fluid, and authentically going with the continual flux and flow of the energetic matrix of reality in a way that is genuine, honest, and fully present

It is about continual change and relaxing into this ongoing flow we experience as reality

It is about learning how to love myself without limits or conditions

It is not about permanent bliss or total ego obliteration

It is a process and results from careful and ongoing work of self-observation and expression

The real work is learning how to be present with reality, no matter how it presents itself

Every human being is a full-spectrum reality-experiencing vehicle for the unitary consciousness

It is about a process of reformatting myself energetically – like a computer

Learning how to authentically be how I actually am and allowing myself to feel what I feel, regardless of what I think about it

I will have found my immovable center and will never be thrown off balance again

I become a master of the real, not the imagined

The work being proposed – getting all the way out of the dualistic levels of being

To reach a point of certainty about the nondual nature of all of it

To recognize that all our dualistic experiences are plays of illusion and appearances

Who am I?

I am God embodied in human form

I am the ONE universal consciousness that is all of reality experiencing itself from the perspective

of a human vehicle

One of billions of vehicles through which this universal intelligence experiences itself

The paradox that I must balance –

I am an individual, living embodiment of universal intelligence AND a being that is God

I must be authentic and genuine – without internal censoring, editing, or criticism

I must be me and be free

Am I ready?  Am I brave enough to set myself free?

To allow the energy that I truly am and always have been and always will be to flow through the

vehicle of my body and my life in a way that is literally unimaginable and inconceivable to my

Imprisoned self?  To love without limits?  To set my heart free?  To die for this freedom?

Only I can set myself free


What is it that I have spent my life looking for?

To experience God, to experience myself as God, to know myself as God, to know everyone as God

To be immersed in God’s boundless ocean of infinite love and awareness that is timeless, eternal, and without boundaries

It is simultaneously empty and full of all potential

It is who I really am – the very energy of reality and all being.  I am life

Total Freedom


The role of the EGO

The Prison – I am the prisoner, the prison, and the guard – I created it all, consciously or unconsciously

If so, then I can uncreate it

The Tool – one that allows for social interaction and communication

It cannot be killed or permanently removed

It can be transcended on a temporary basis

Living as a human means living with an ego

What is the EGO?

A collection of energy patterns that, when functioning together, create the image/illusion

of a separate individual self

A very sophisticated mask – used to create an illusion of selfhood and individuality

It allows me to perceive and experience myself as a unique individual inhabiting and experiencing the world that is not-self, as such it ultimately and effectively masks my true universal identity

At a fundamental level, the ego is a duality-creator

We created our egos by making choices about who we are as we grow up resulting in our egos, and then our egos interplay with other fully developed egos in a game we call life.  We think our ego is who we are and forget that it is all a game because we are so fully immersed in it.  Also, because we are not aware of other possible choices – until we experience our own divinity and our oneness with all.  (p. 134)

The Key – the more I get to know and experience myself as God and the vehicle for universal intelligence –

The more I recognize the ego as merely a part of myself – one I can put on or take off at will

Like a garment

By changing my energetic state and experience, the facades of the ego can be exposed, released, and transformed.  This is where psychedelics can be a wonderful tool


The Entheological Paradigm

Nondual liberation and transformation mediated through psychedelic medicine  (particularly 5-MEO-DMT)

A form of therapy, as opposed to a spiritual practice or discipline

A guide to help me find, encounter, and be myself – free from illusion or confusion

Free from the dualistic confusion and attachment to illusion and beliefs

Nondual liberation is as simple as being myself – the real, universal me –

and letting my heart be open and loving, naturally

The Nondual Experience –

It so fundamentally changes my understanding and appreciation of the real world

that I am no longer trapped in it

I am able to see through the complex illusions of duality, of self and other, and see and experience it all as an ongoing play of the universal self, of God

There is just reality as it is – a unified being of infinite awareness that is playing with itself as an expression of itself

Everything and everyone in all places and times is merely God interacting with itself

and It is ME

It is NOT about getting me “out” of reality and the lived world

It is about being in it in a whole new way

It is all-consuming and a radical disjuncture from ordinary experience and perception

It is total, infinite, eternal, complete, unitary.  It is all or nothing

Once I experience it – – there is no going back – – I cannot unexperience it

Reality – – is experienced when the ego is transcended

Reality is – –  the play of a unitary consciousness and infinite expression of loving energy that is engaging with and experiencing nothing but itself

Because everything is in fact ONE at a fundamental level and there is not separation between any of its component parts

It is just raw, naked, unfiltered reality: infinite, eternal, total, ONE

Reality is – –  infinite, conscious, alive, unitary, and the energy of pure, unconditional, absolute love

It is God being itself, expressing itself, experiencing itself.  There is nothing that is not God

My Human Birthright – – – the most fundamental of all rights

To know and experience the true nature of my self – – who I am and what I am

Self- knowledge and the liberation and freedom that comes with it

Trumps all other rights, duties and laws

Ironic that the greatest tools to experience this right are illegal


5-MeO-DMT  – – –  (see pages 54-112 for the details of the work)

Is the only entheogen that can reliably introduce individuals to full nondual awareness and direct unitary experience

It reliably overrides the energetic structures of the ego and reveals the unitary nature of being

Which is what the ego persistently and consistently masks and conceals through attachment to the illusions of individuality

This is not a “spiritual” issue:  it is strictly an “energetic” issue

This is why it is important to relax, trust, and allow the experience


It is an invitation to relax and expand fully into ones true nature

It does not “create” the experience.  It functions as a tool that helps to “reveal” it

It is about what I feel and what I know as a result of what I feel

It is the direct and immediate experience of the feeling and the certain knowledge of the absolute unity nature of being

The experience is the most amazing thing possible for a human being to encounter

To achieve full nondual experience is fundamentally rewarding and satisfying in a way the nothing else can possibly match

It is exactly what I have been searching for and desiring my entire life

To experience the full nature of God, absolute freedom, total, unconditional love, boundless reality, pure energy, genuine being, and a full and swelling heart, overflowing with love, love, love, love.

What could be more healing, transformative, and life-affirming than that?

Defrags the Hard Drive – –

A full nondual reset – – so that I work better, faster, and cleaner

After flooding the entire system with the raging energy of pure love


Full Nondual Liberation –

Liberation from all forms of attachment, including thoughts, belief systems, self-concepts and various forms of conditionality.

Finding inner clarity

Ultimately, my liberation is equated with my ability to go with the energetic flow of reality in a capacity that is unimpeded by the ego

The entheogen is actually a form of energetic clearing and retraining of my experience of being

It is a process of learning how to simply be myself without any egoic tendencies getting in my own way and keeping me in a self-imposed prison of being

Becoming aware of the energetic distortions and holding of the ego is the first step to being able to consciously choose reality

rather than the imaginings and patterns of the confused ego

In order to be more attuned to authentic energy vs. egoic energy I can do the following:

  1. Always practice honesty

With myself –

I stop being so devoted to the stories and illusions I create within my mind and my belief systems

Stop being committed to believing things that I do not actually know to be true

“Faith” means that I believe something to be true for which there is no direct evidence

Everything I think about myself and reality is an illusion

Practice being more aware of this and more truthful

With others –

Start to be direct, honest, and open – say what I mean and mean what I say

In the long run I will be more healthier and happier

More in alignment with the true energy of reality rather that the illusory egoic constructs


Instead, I am taught to be dishonest, polite, nice, not make waves, take the easier route of white lies and half-truths

In order to ease the process of social interaction and maintain the carefully manicured illusions of culture, religion, politics, society

  1. Practice being more consciously symmetrical in my body

Everything that is going on inside me is always communicated by my body language, posture, and movements

Treat all of reality as one ongoing psychedelic experience, because it is

The psychedelic state is just one of amplified energetic experience

Trip-ups – the thoughts and beliefs that get in my way in the process of liberation

  1. Trying to “understand” and “making sense” of what is happening –

Let go of the need to create stories and make meaning of my experience using religious, spiritual, and metaphysical approaches

It is strictly the ego that wants to know

It wants everything to mean something

But it is not about “waking up” or “becoming enlightened”

Those are just ego-generated stories

The only relevant revelation is that I am God


  1. Conditional Loving = duality = ego

I could not love myself fully, so I created my ego in the form of what I thought was good

I looked to my parents, religion, and culture as the architect of my ego

I placed conditions on everything and sorted everything into good and bad, right and wrong, acceptable and unacceptable

Then I became that thing – –

I looked on the outside to find myself, not on the inside

My new Reality –

God is everyone and everything and there is nothing that exists that is not God, and since that includes me, that means that I am everything.

Only by unconditionally loving everything can I truly love myself.

Only by truly loving myself, can I be free to be myself, however I am, and no matter what the circumstances may be

Only my willingness to love myself is needed

Everything is a direct expression of God that is united in infinite, unconditional love

Including ME

My personal heart is God’s heart, and God’s heart does not love conditionally

I have held my love hostage long enough through the prison of my ego

The Catch –  –  I must love IT ALL

The only realistic way to love myself and to love God is to love everything and everybody

There are no exceptions

It is the only way out of this egoic mess of conditional love

Everything is profoundly equal, for everything is God

I must love the good and the bad, the right and the wrong, the acceptable and the unacceptable

Genocide, war, hatred, disease, racism, greed, hypocrisy, stupidity, sexism

All of it, without exception, is just God doing its reality thing

Love requires no energy at all, Hate requires continual feeding and fueling

  1. Personal Preferences –

Loving everyone & everything is very different from personally liking everyone & everything

Unconditional love is a state of the heart.  Personal likes and dislikes are products of my personal experiences and values – they are choices that I make

The problem arises when personal preferences become universal absolutes

Being right, being good, being enlightened, or all knowing, all play into the narratives and illusions of the ego

If I don’t like something, it doesn’t mean any more than that

Discernment – is focused on me and my preferences

Judgment – is focused on the other

Genuine Personal Responsibility –

Knowing that I, and I alone, am responsible for myself and all my choices

That is true freedom

  1. The Need for Control –

The only thing that I have any real control over is my ability to choose to:

Live in clarity and presence

Through relaxing, trusting, and letting go

I am free to go with the energy of reality as it presents itself

and reasonably exert my personal preferences along the way

I allow everyone and everything else to be free as well

Because in fact, it is all me and there is no other


Live in confusion, illusion, and projection

Through my imposed programs of behavior, attitudes, and attachments

The more I try to control myself, or anyone, or anything, the more I am operating from my ego and my personal illusions and attachments


Imagine that God is a human being.  What form of religion or spirituality would this God-human participate in or feel drawn toward?  None!  What use would God have for religion or spirituality?  Religion and spirituality are just for egos.

The thing is, I am that God-human!  You are that God-human!

This is who we truly are.  It is what we have always been and what we will always be, no matter how confused or lost we are, because this is us!

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